{"id":5524,"date":"2026-05-18T09:59:46","date_gmt":"2026-05-18T07:59:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eren.ch\/barc\/?p=5524"},"modified":"2026-05-18T10:02:37","modified_gmt":"2026-05-18T08:02:37","slug":"dans-la-peau-dun-disciple","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eren.ch\/barc\/2026\/05\/18\/dans-la-peau-dun-disciple\/","title":{"rendered":"Dans la peau d\u2019un disciple"},"content":{"rendered":"
Message dialogu\u00e9 apport\u00e9 par Claude et Anne-Marie Fiaux lors du culte du Jeudi de l\u2019Ascension au temple de Rochefort\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Je\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n je<\/span><\/span> ne sais m\u00eame pas par o\u00f9 commencer.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Tout s\u2019est pass\u00e9 si vite\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n et<\/span><\/span> en m\u00eame temps, j\u2019ai l\u2019impression que le temps s\u2019est arr\u00eat\u00e9 l\u00e0-haut\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n juste<\/span><\/span> au moment o\u00f9 il\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n o\u00f9<\/span><\/span> il <\/span><\/span>a \u00e9t\u00e9<\/span><\/span> \u00e9lev\u00e9.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Nous \u00e9tions l\u00e0. Tous ensemble. Sur la montagne.<\/span><\/span> Il nous parlait encore du Royaume de Dieu\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n avec<\/span><\/span> cette paix\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n cette<\/span><\/span> autorit\u00e9 douce\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n cette<\/span><\/span> mani\u00e8re qu\u2019il avait de dire les choses simples qui vous retournent le c\u0153ur.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et puis\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Puis il a lev\u00e9 les mains.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Je pensais qu\u2019il allait prier.<\/span><\/span> Mais son regard\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n son<\/span><\/span> regard allait d\u00e9j\u00e0 ailleurs.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et soudain\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n il<\/span><\/span> a \u00e9t\u00e9<\/span><\/span> \u00e9lev\u00e9.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Pas comme une vision.<\/span><\/span> Non.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Devant nous.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n R\u00e9ellement.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Ses pieds ont quitt\u00e9 le sol\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n lentement<\/span><\/span>\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n comme<\/span><\/span> si le ciel lui appartenait depuis toujours.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et nous\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n nous<\/span><\/span> \u00e9tions l\u00e0\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n plant\u00e9s<\/span><\/span>\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n incapables<\/span><\/span> de bouger\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \u00e0<\/span><\/span> fixer ce vide qui s\u2019ouvrait entre lui et nous.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et u<\/span><\/span>ne nu\u00e9e l\u2019a envelopp\u00e9.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et il a disparu.<\/span><\/span> (Silence.)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \u00c7a<\/span><\/span> fait trois ans que je marche derri\u00e8re lui.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Trois ans \u00e0 tout quitter.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Trois ans \u00e0 croire que quelque chose de totalement nouveau \u00e9tait en train de na\u00eetre.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n J\u2019ai vu des aveugles voir.<\/span><\/span> J\u2019ai entendu des paroles qui br\u00fblaient ici\u2026 <\/span><\/span>(main sur la poitrine)<\/span><\/span> \u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n comme<\/span><\/span> un feu qu\u2019on ne peut pas \u00e9teindre.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Je me souviens du premier jour o\u00f9 je l\u2019ai suivi.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Je pensais avoir trouv\u00e9\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n enfin<\/span><\/span>\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n celui<\/span><\/span> qui allait remettre le monde \u00e0 l\u2019endroit.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Et puis\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n La croix.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n (La voix se brise.)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n La croix.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n L\u00e0\u2026 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n je<\/span><\/span> me suis senti abandonn\u00e9 pour la premi\u00e8re fois.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Tout s\u2019est \u00e9croul\u00e9.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Mon<\/span><\/span> espoir.<\/span><\/span> Mes<\/span><\/span> certitudes.<\/span><\/span> Mon<\/span><\/span> courage.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Je me souviens de cette nuit-l\u00e0\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n le<\/span><\/span>
A :<\/span><\/span> (entre lentement, encore boulevers\u00e9. Il regarde le ciel.)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
<\/span><\/span>Comme tant d\u2019autres fois.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
<\/span><\/span>Ou b\u00e9nir comme d\u2019habitude.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
<\/span><\/span>Pas comme un r\u00eave.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
<\/span><\/span>Des boiteux marcher.<\/span><\/span>
<\/span><\/span>Des c\u0153urs bris\u00e9s <\/span><\/span>revivre<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n